jealous,have you feel that? much people feel that is a couple
but for me,it's not like that

jadi,barusan kak yanda ngetweet "Iri sama mereka yg bisa deket sama ortu"
well,gue pikir cuma gue yang nggak akur sam ortu. ternyata ada yang lain juga.

iri banget sama kalian yang akur & deket sama ortu. gue? dirumah nggak pernah nggak emosi. bayangin aja gimana rasanya kalo lo ngelakuin sesuatu,tapi dimata ortu lo itu nggak berarti sama sekali.
emang hak mereka kalo mereka mau nuntut yg terbaik dari gue. but this,um,mereka terlalu nuntut
everything i do,mereka nggak akan pernah ngehargain itu dan selalu ngebandingin gue sama orang" sekitar. mulai dari sepupu,temen,sampe tetangga

i hate that,gue nggak suka dibandingin. bisa nggak sih mereka ngehargain gue? it's the best i can do so far. why can they accept me just the way i am? they always talking about my dark side infrontof people. and they always mad when i say a little bit of they bad habit at home. then when i complain to them,all they do is screaming right infrontof my face and tell me that i'm stupid,never grateful, never thingking about what they want

all i can do is put a fake smile and keep silent